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okay, so me and thomas walter pacholke have been together for one year YESTERDAY.
and i would like to say.. even though that shithead has out threw some bad
i love the kid to death & def couldnt see me without him .
favorite memories:
1. running around the beach in the rain in ludington. <3
2. Valentines day... this year and last. <3
3. sleeping over on accident and on purpose, haha <3
4. when he bought me my ring... mmm <3
5. when i first got my car and made him wear his seatbelt everwhere we went b.xc i sucked at drving. <3
6. of course the first time we "made love" <3
7. all oour favorite obbsessions... LOST, french bread pizzas, egyptian rat screw, baseball on nintendo, slim jims. <3
8. the first time he witnissed what it is like to wake up lindsey in the morning HAHHA... im a pistol. <3
9. at my sisters funeral.. he showed up and when he left he kissed me (one of our first kisses) and he was the only one who made me smile that day. <3
10. EvErY sInGlE mInUtE wItH hiM iS aMaZiNg. <3
11. painting my grandmas house with him <3
12. going to the baseball game <3
13. grandma hitting on my babeohs <3
14. making dinner together... which came out amazing thanks to me. <3
15. getting drunk and beatign the shit outta eachother .. heh <3
there is a million more.. but i dont have time
so anyways i love him death and i jus want everyone to know that OKAY .. <3 muah.
HAPPY ONE YEAR TO USSSSS.
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[11 Jan 2006|09:33pm] |
uhmmm...
sooo, car show tomorrow, FUN!
valentines day sooooon WOO! cant wait
for once
court dat: january 24
TOOOO SOOOON =/
tom takled to his SWEET lawyer PAH!
soo anyways he says that the will never see my prior record.. because i was a minor.. fucking great.
sooo all i look liek to them is a straight A little angel who drank ONE beer on new years to celebrate and was smart enough to have a D.D
... amazing
EXCEPT if it ends up being a "state" court not the city one, well im fucked.. but i have high hopes
let me see... other than that NOTTA.
oh .. my grades.. are better than yours.
they're phenominal, REALLY!
allll a's... and i think a GPA of like 3.8 sumthing, maybe better, that all depenads on exams, which i'm going to ace too so yeah still better than yours lol
K! i really havnt been having an intresting enough life to even bother posting
but i thought i'd humor all you...
mmm humor me if u like...
gimmme a comment...
OOOOH of a sweet memory of us.. YOUR favorite ANYTHING ...
i miss everyone.
actually does anyone even go on live journal anymore
i think myspace took up the internet world. lol
okay .. but memory.. DO IT]
<3
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[01 Jan 2006|09:39pm] |
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soo happy new year?
yeah right! ... so i got a MIP, so did tom... kyle mahoney... ace... and tyler
im OVER IT!..
im guessing my licsens is gonna be gone, who cares my car sucks anyways.
and probation.. i dont smoke weed anyways. lol
honestly thats the only thing that fucks with you on probation.
and thats def sumthing everyone should grow out of.
i have no clue how probation works when ur 18 though?
i only blew a .012 which is like barely one beer... o geez
like i said im over it.
( HoW mY 'o5 WeNt )
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[21 Dec 2005|07:33am] |
yeah i lost my phone... in the snow
im temporarily getting this nextel...
whenever i have a chance to goto the sprint store, considering i work every second of my life.
and my car's break lines broke..
had to get that fixed.
and i pretty much spent my whole life savings on everyone for christmas.
ugh. w,e
im getting my nose pierced today or tomrrow.
and my hair cut and died soon.
and a new cell phone
and i really cant wait to get this all done. =)
annndddd school's out for CHRISTMASSSS!!!!
new years eve is going to be fucking SWEET.
uhm yeah u'll def b jealous
anyways.
thats all
i work till 8 tonight and then i am off work for 2 days! <3
okay BYE
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[28 Nov 2005|10:47pm] |
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blah blah blah..
uhm.. recap.
im fine
things suck
but u do what u gotta do
i know SOME of you care.. lol
other than that.. me and nik went to the club the other weekend..
iT wAs FuN =)
we were on the radio for oUr BiRtHdAaAaAySsSs
then i went and baught porn, cigarettes, and got a tattoo
(actually i didnt get porn, but i should)
oh so this tattoo.. did i takl about it yet? i dont remember
o well..
its angel wings and my sisters initials in between my shoulder blades.
i like it more and more --e v e r y d a y ..
i think i told this story once
uhm uhmmmm uhm
tom got meeee..
half of my tattoo.. lol
a tanning package <3
four... maybe five shirts (cant remember) rEaLLy CuTe though =)
four necklaces..
and i am getting a pusre but i cant make up my mind yet
o yeah and a belt b.c i lost mine...
and im getting a NEW cell phone friday =P
we are fine now..
iM CrAzY
well no im just stressed out REALLL bad =/
things are hard right now...
so i am like one big fucking mood swing
my mom too..
ew she takes it out on me.
ok great bye
I<3you
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[24 Nov 2005|01:46pm] |
my thanksgiving has now been officailly the worst.
these holidays r giong to be so incredibly hard for me
i've been so good ggetting by, until the holidays
and now i am so lonely.. i dont have anyone to talk to
i dont have anyone to distract me from all this
sooo i'll just go through hell on my own.
this reminds me so much of when jess first got sick
i was so lonely.. at those times u kind of seclude urself from like parties and big group things..
and when u dont have sumone like a bestfriend or a boyfriend to be with u during all that, u r constantly reminding ur self how bad things are.
w.e im rambling
well happy thanksgiving guys
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[06 Nov 2005|11:49am] |
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last night kinda bummed me out
idk... i've been so bored with everything lately .. =/
oh who cares.
hey so my birthday is in 12 days
start saving up guys,... i gotta get me a present ;)
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[22 Oct 2005|09:23am] |
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HOMECOMING TONIGHT
PiCtUrEs WiLL b PoStEd iM SuRe.
BECAUSE
Me AnD mY LaDiEsSs aRe GoNnA b GoRgEoUs
mmmm...
i love youuuu
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[13 Oct 2005|08:07am] |
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so yesterday was extremly shitty.
i've seriously never felt this sick to my stomach about this typa shit.
and im pretty sure i've had enough of it
i dont see ... no matter what i did,
i deserve this.
and to make it worse
toms doesnt care.
nothing to say EVER
he just sits there and tries to make excuses for what he does...
and since im really not taking any excuses ... OH he just wont talk to me.
soo he pretty much sucked out any bit of trust i had left for him and i dont think he will be getting it back... ever =/
and yeah as much as this sucks for me...
i guess it was liek bound to happen
i guess tom can only last 67 months in a relationshi[ b.4 he fucks them over
and of course this girl hes been tlaking to is serisouly the biggest piece of shit i've ever known
and they both lie like its a habit
and so i hope they are happy lieing to eachother... without meeeeeeee to give a shit
oh and my all time favorite lie this girl has ever told................
"i have cancer.. and im not gonna make it".....
yeah so pretty much this girl is going to hell.
i dint know anyone who can lie so easily about sumthing so serious.
well i'm, real glad it won toms heart...
anyways...
ith all this going on.. i just keep hearing more and more shit
and of course nothing is being done about it.
so i was up half the night just tossing and turning... thinking about what else i coulda been lied to about these past 7 months....
or what othere girls there are.
and even though i made my share of mistakes nothing compares to how fucking bad he's been screwing up.
i at least come honest about this shit.. regardless my intentions.. i cant stand to hurt him.
well i guess things are looked at differently for him.
its like a fucking game for him to get away with as much as posible ...
i dont understand though.
i thought we were best friends.
i thought he could tell me anything.
i guess i thought wrong
anyways yeah so i am really hurt and really dont care for anyone even trying to cheer me up.
this was just to vent really.
considering i dont have anyone to do that through anymore
idk this sucks
</3
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uhm this weekend...
hung out with ms. deanna a lil bit
she made me breakfast.. b.c she loves me lol
didnt do much of anything.
i worked alot
went to my grandmas to say hi.. shes moving to florida.
not that anyone cares
but i will miss her on the holidays
speakin offf..
im really dreading these holidays coming up.
first ones without jess.
been thinking about her alot.
me and deanna had a long talk about it
=( i wish she was here right now.
rented movies and watched them with tom<3
when i got home from grams.
good night.
my family missed him though.
he works too much.
i think that we r going to the cider mill one of these days
thought i was going tomorrow but i have to work
OF COURSE.
now that i have the hours i dont want them lol
but i am getting paid nicely
i love publicity. =O
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So i am INCREDIBLY annoyed with highschool.
everyone is in everyone elses shit... its annoying really.
and making things WORSE than they could b.
soooo.. considering I thought that all this was peetty bullshit but everyone else doesnt..
guess where that leaves me and tom!
oh GREAT thanks guys.
fucking AWESOME
ohhh but i guess no wi can b FRIENDS with whoever the hell i want to
ok great BYEEEEEEEEEEE
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ok so there goes my whole entry i just wrote.. WTF
ok w.e i will just summerize. =)
nothing much has been going on.. considering its JUST clinton twp. GAWD i wish i lived sum place MUCH cooler.. like uhm maybe CLARKSTON...
o wait. i forgot.. CROTCH reaks up there!
lmfao
so been with pedro and mahoner lately.. tom too ofcourse.
love them<3
and tom and kyle make one hell of a duet. haha
soo tom pissed me off today.
came to my work just as i was getting off..
with like 2 dozen baby roses, pink
emmm i love him
HAH my boyfriend ROCKS.
ok bye.
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weekend without mommy... was okaaay
got drunk here with nik shea.. all our boyfriends and a few more of the boys
oh and of course.. SAL, who could forget. lol uhm thats a whole other story that i dont feel like explaining. phhh.
uhm. i got lost i think a million bagillion times last night... not cool.
my gas tank opener button thing is BROKE and had all of the gas station helping me open in.. im still embaressed lol
went to one party where niks dad was playing.. hes so sweet. i love his band.
was on the radio... 9.55
for like finest booty check in...
timmy: i heard u on 95.5 last nite
timmy: u do have the best bootie
so now im a celeberty........... =) duhhh.
nik, chris, jon, and shea slept here...
woke em all up VERY early
and called in work =O
blah. im bored
and this rain bullshit has uh GOT TO GO .. cus i said soooo
so tomorrow i refuse to straighten my hair or get ready for shit.
there is no point.
ill shit on the weather man if it is nice out.
ok bye
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[20 Sep 2005|01:33pm] |
i cant believe how many people are passing away.
mike cole -- RIP <3 you're missed by so many
dont regret... remember
Mr. Hill -- amazes me how someone could take sucha great guy outta this world
justin -- they say "the good die young" poor kid =/
along with my sister.. toms uncle.. just this year.
its amazing
kinda scares me, you know to get close to anyone.
anysways this stuff has been on my mind.
and i think death has become one of my biggest fears.
not dieing myself.. but losing people closest to me.
and even though my dad passed away when i was younger.. i never got the full effect considering i was real young... even though gorwing up without him here was hard
it wasnt until Jess that i really felt the real mourn of losing sumone close... and as clase as my sister was to me.. it is exctremly hard.
now losing more and more people.. its become a paranoia to me =X
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tonight was fucking FaBuLoUs.
i absoluitely loved it!
lets see... wedding with tommy... good friend of tyhe families (ex) next door neighboor.
love those ppl ... miss em'
they can party.
so anyways she married a hindu/indian guy.. who wasnt like full out foreign, but his family was and they carried on the customs.
liiike for instance
A EFFING HOOKA!!!!
(for those of u who DONT know.. it is a kick ass water bong)
fucking sweet
uhm OPEN BAR... no i.d needed. sweet
oh and the best was the TIKI BARRRR wooo mmm so good.
MaRtInIs , RuM n CoKe, and BALI "lama's" (really bali dream... rachel's a dumb drunk lol ;] ) all night.
mmm... oh yeah and complimentary ?cigars? lmfaoo.. i smoked one, why not?
anyways.. hadda kick ass time
not to mention i got to see rachel since FOREVER...
i fuckin love this girl grew up with her...
miss her liek crzy she will prolly b comming down here when mom goes out of town next weekend. =O
wooo parttyyyy
oh and coming home.. a fucking car was driving like head on in the wrong lane towards us and we had to dodge him..
he didnt even switch for a few after that..
damn drunks
scatred me though.
i coulda died tonight lol
omg hahah... cant forget this.
so im around the hooka with rach and a bunch indians... and all of a sudden they all bust out into the AMERICAN national athem..
mind you... a BUNCHA indians are singing the NATIONAL ANTHEM... lmfaoooooooo
funny shit mann
cool ass ppl tho.
well kick ass night.
im drunk need sleep
<3 youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
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so first hour sucks.
but tommys in here... so i SUPPOSE it's alllllright
even tho he is being extremly REDICULOUS right now and pisssssing me off.
so 6 more days and i will have MYYYYYYYYYY car <3333
i have a wedding to goto on saturday and TOMMY GETS TO GOO thank god
im excited tho.
and its real sweet how my mom keeps waking me up with her effing alarm clock EVERY morning at 5:30
ajlsdkfjlksdjflskfj
its making me one cranky girl.
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[08 Sep 2005|02:16pm] |
uhm. i love co op. 4 hours in school is nothing.
but work sucks
they cut my hours... AGAIN
getting my car on the 23 or sumthing.. yup =)
senoir pic RE-TAKES tomorrow. b.c the first turned out like i took em my god damn self on a digital or sumthing.
that and it was too early for pictures i was all puffy and shit :(
fam. reunion this saturday. pft, cant wait!
wedding next saturday.. hell yeah. excited about that
thats all..
kbye<3
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[06 Sep 2005|07:53pm] |
so yeah things have kinda sucked lately...
or mmaybe im pmsing...
i wouldnt b surprised
school is like empty now.. not the same, kinda sucks but since i leave at 12 i dont mind at all.
mmm.. got my SENOIR PICTURES back today.. lol i cried (prolly because of pms again)
needless to say, they were HORRIBLE!!!!!! blah.
-->retakes for sure.
afterwards drove my mom around for little errends .. ended up buying my homecoming dress lol... ?
not really planned but its hawt i absolutley LOVE it.
<333
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[05 Sep 2005|09:21am] |
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last night
i fell down the basement stairs
head first
backwards.
drunk.
yesterday was 6 months =) for me and thomas
nice <3
anyways he got me a pretty rose... hot pink =P
and is paying my like 60 some dollar phone bill...
not for our 6 month or anything
just because he is awesome like that.
yup
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